BaBYAnNa

i am a dreamer, dreamed to reach the stars. i am a smile who put bliss on people's face. i am a candle in the night who lights up the dark. i am a spirit who touches people's heart. i am a flower too delicate to ruin.

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Dreams do come true

Me and my baby are dating for nearly 3 months already and I didn't realize that he will love me. I was the one who first fell in love and I let him know how I feel for him. At first I know he cant fall for me cause he loves someone else. It hurts but still I continue to see him. Weeks passed and tears were already shed. Storm frequently came and I was about to give up but a big change was made. He realized that he loves me. I was so happy after he told me that he didn't want me to go. I realized that dreams do come true because since the day I fell for him, I've been wishing for him. I dreamed that he'll be my prince who will fight against the dreadful dragon to save me. Those are fairy tales but I believe that eventhough he will not fight a dragon for me, he will still be that guy whom I will keep in my heart till its very last beat.


Wednesday, February 23, 2005

I love this song....

On Bended Knees
Boyz II Men
Darling I, I can't explain,
Where did we lose our way,
'Girl it's driving me insane.
And I know I just need one more chance,
To prove my love to you.
And if you come back to me,
I'll guarantee,
That I'll never let you go.

Can we go back to the days
Our love was strong.
Can you tell me how
A perfect love goes wrong.
Can somebody tell me
How to get things back,
The way they used to be.
Oh God, give me the reason,
I'm down on bended knee.
I'll never walk again,
Until you come back to me,
I'm down on bended knee.
So many nights I dream of you.
Holding my pillow tight I know,
That I don't need to be alone.
When I open up my eyes,
To face reality,
Every moment without you,
It seems like eternity.
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me.
Baby, I'm sorry,
Please forgive me for all the wrong I've done.
Please come back home girl.
I know you put all your trust in me,
I'm sorry I let you down.
Please forgive me.
I'm gonna swallow my pride,
Say I'm sorry,
Stop pointing fingers,
The blame is on me.
I want a new life,
And I want it with you.
If you feel the same,
Don't ever let it go.
You gotta believe in the spirit of love,
It will heal all things,
Won't hurt any more.
No I don't believe our love's terminal.
I'm down on my knees,
Begging you please,
Come home.

Wanna build a new life,
Just you and me.
Gonna make you my wife,
Raise a family.

Friends forever!





F riends 'til the end, is what was once spoken,

O r is that just what you wanted to say?
R eally, I'd be heart broken
E veryday, I thank God for you in every way
V ery often do I forget to say, "I love you,"
E ven when I don't feel like it
R emember me when you're scared and remember I care about you too!


N ever take anything for granted,
E ven if there was a fight or two.
V ery Lucky am I, to have you as my best friend.
E veryday I think about you,
R emembering we're gonna be forever friends!


E ven if we're both scared,
N ever will I say Good- Bye.
D idn't I always say, "Forever Never Ends?"
S o, please believe me when I say, "Forever Friends."

Me

Thursday, February 17, 2005

>>FriEnd..

"I trust my friends so much but once they betray me I dont know if they can win my trust back in just a snap."


I dont know if what my friend did to me last month was a betrayal. I wasn't sure if it was because I have a different perspective and so does she. The thing is I didnt gave her the authority to talk about it and bluff about it. Well I wasnt sure for the things she said but it made me look like "the bad person". For what she did, she ruined my reputation. I can't deny the fact that I made a mistake but if people would really know the truth, they'll understand.

I miss my friend. I miss talking to her. I miss her laugh, her corny jokes and even her moody attitude. I want to approach her but I can't swallow my pride. I hope there will be a time when I am ready to talk to her and forget about the incident. Time will come that I will see her again, waiting for me at the end of a road, and the two of us will be ready to travel a new road together with our other friends.Our friendship will again journey to the road of life.

So my friend, if you're reading this now, what do you think? Are you ready to travel that road with us?

RemiNders LoVErs

ReMiNdErS FoR Th0sE iN LoVe AnD FoR ThOsE Wh0 WiLl Be iN LoVe SoMeDaY:

1. Never try to change your loved one to suit your own taste. It defeats the purpose of falling in love with him/her for what he/she really is.

2. More often than not, it is THE EX that couples often fight about. Try not to. In the first place, both of you know very well that you're glad to have found each other.

3. Guys will forever be thinking of different girls the whole day. But it is who's in their hearts that they will be always thinking of every night before they sleep at night (hoping that they dream of her that night as They sleep too).

4. After a fight and you stay up sad, can't sleep and thinking of your loved one, I guarantee that he/she is doing the same thing too.

5. After being with each other for so long, never forget the little things that made you fall in love with him/her more.

6. Loving someone isn't about seeing him/her as often as you can. It's about trusting each other that both of you love and yearn for one's company. The moment you start counting the number of times you call/see/spend time/talk with each other then chances are the one who is keeping tabs has the problem. Love is more than that

7. Too much jealousy can kill, but a little of it is healthy. Besides, it's nice to know that your loved one fears losing you.

8. It's pointless to be in a relationship if you can't see yourself spending the rest of your life with him/her. True love is not a pastime.

9. For guys: So what if your abs isn't as defined or gush-worthy? Or you don't look any bit like Brad Pitt?For girls: So what if you don't have big boobs that are drool-worthy? Or you don't look any bit like Heather Graham? Whatever you feel you lack physically, your bf/gf still sees you as the hottest, most attractive person on earth.

10. Never underestimate the value of holding hands. It was the first time you knew you love and are loved in return by the person you're with now. And it was the prelude to the kiss. "Let lips do what hands do: they kiss." (Romeo & Juliet)

11. Look forward to spending time with him/her. Time spent together should never be an obligation or part of a routine because this leads to taking the fun out of being with each other.

12. Don't undervalue laughter. Just like the previous statement, fun is also a considerable aspect of a long-lasting relationship.

13. Support each other. Motivate one another. Don't be insecure at the success of your loved one. Besides, you may not know it, but you play a vital role in inspiring him/her.

14. Small random acts of sweetness have guaranteed tremendous effects.

15. When you fight, what's the use of prolonging your agony? Don't let pride waste time that should be spent happy together.

16. When having a serious fight and you ask yourself whether or not your relationship is worth rescuing and your answer is a "yes"; with conviction, then you must be right. But if deep inside, your answer is "I'm not really sure", you may not be aware of it, but it leans on the "no" answer.

17. Say "I love you" because you mean it, and not because you have to. Don't hold back on saying it out of the blue too. Besides, you'll never get a negative reaction from doing so. And it will feel good for both of you.

18. Never take for granted the word "sweetheart or honey". Do all the sweet, mushy stuff, but don't ever forget that he/she is a friend too.

Her Story

They had a tryst
Under the blue moon
With shimmering stars
And dancing fireflies
She held his hand
And divulged her love
As he just laugh
With a dull expression.
The rain poured
And he left her weeping.
He made her look fool
For she believed in him
Her body weakens
As she pity herself.
Tears are shed
As she envisions the past.
She's in sorrow
When memories loom
Like lights in her mind
But darkness in her eyes
She wants to move on
And stop begging for him
But an unfinished puzzle
Emerge in her mind
Everything was almost perfect
But why did he leave?
What did she do
To be worthy of this agony?
She can never end her story
With a smile on her face
Until she finds the answer
To this mystifying dilemma

Saturday, February 12, 2005

im orange

Thursday, February 03, 2005

MyBOo

MY BOO
Your face lingers in my mind
You have the scent of heavens kind
Your touch is like an angel
Or did you just cast a spell?
My laughter starts with your cheers
Your sadness starts my tears
Is this the curse that I fear?
Or are we really meant to be here?
Is this a wish from your fairy
Or is this really our destiny?
Did I woke-up from your kiss
Or I just woke-up through bliss?
Whatever is the reason
Behind this deep emotion
My feelings for you is true
Cause youre my one and only BOO
 
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